A lot of times I find myself always thinking about how I ended up here. I think about the past and remember the things I did to create the results of the present. I cringe when I think of the moments that could have gone better, however, just by saying “could have,” I’m already letting myself know that things can’t change anymore. I love the saying, “if you can’t change the past, change your attitude”........ If only I could do it.....